half empty.

i'm starting to realize things i should have realized a long time ago. now i'm stuck in a rut i can't possibly get out of. well whatever it is i'm bummed about, i'll get by.

already?

i can't believe tomorrow is already friday, well technically it is now but that doesn't count. this week has flown by! today was wonderful.. to sum it up: learned how to wash clothes the right way, bought some of chase's bday gift, cooked a little dinner, opry mills with the boy, got some of hillary's bday gift, coffee and cheesecake from starbucks, cosby show season one.

but right now i'm shopping for the perfect dress.
then to find recipes for sunday.
there is finally a chance of snow tonight... thats one thing about cookeville i DO miss. it snows more there :(

gooooodnight.

+more.

my night was lovely. i was let down a little by a phone call i received but i'll deal... hopefully everything is going to work out the way i imagine. if not, life has its ups and downs. ugh. anyway, the apartment complex i live in has a big gym and its free (most places do) but i am going to take advantage of it and get my lazy ass out of bed. may will be here before i know it and i'm not going to jamaica without looking good.

some things need to change in my life. stat.

later.

excitement.

tonight is my own little girly night alone which i looove having every now and then. i have 3 new magazines to read, rented 2 movies, and gossip girl comes on tonight. whoo i'm an addict! chase is going to a four hour driving school class for getting a speeding ticket, his first one at that. last night was incredibly fun. we ordered papa john's right before it closed & watched 1408, it was even creepier than the first time. i can't help it, pretty much any scary movie freaks me out. guess what? robert pattinson is here, in nashville right now. yeah.. it's kind of a big deal, except i have no idea where he's exactly at. he's probably hiding somewhere from obsessed twilight freaks like myself ahahah. i'm not having any luck in finding a job. i still need to turn a couple in though. this week is going to be exciting! pretty big plans almost every day.

things to think about: what am i going to get for chase and hillary's birthday? i need to figure out some baking ideas as well.

...ohkay i believe thats it.

i miss you like i miss you.

the weekend has been fab so far. last night, me & the boy went downtown but ended back here and ordered takeout chinese then went back to town and ended up in mt juliet. went to dunkin' donuts for coffee right before it closed. it was AWFUL, we ended up getting coffee at a gas station considering we lost five friggen dollars. came back to the apt and chilled, didn't fall asleep until 4am. went to cookeville today to see the fam and picked out some pretty furniture. it's being delivered tuesday! i can't believe the titans lost. usually i don't care about football but i mean, i was actually beginning to get excited. white castle has the best sweet tea, hands down fyi. ohhhh and another thing- i hate driving on the interstate while it's raining. if i almost killed you today, i'm sorry.

rambling on...
i'm pretty sure i love Target a little... too much.
i miss my friends, my ladies mean the world to me.
i need a J-O-B i'm turning in my forever 21 application tomorrow.
i want warm weather now. i can't wait for spring! -i'll be waiting a long time.
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tomorrow should be fun :) it's only 10:43 and my night is pretty much done.
nightnight.

loving life.

tonight was a good bit of fun. i must admit, i looove living in nashville. we met chase's parents at this really good mexican restaurant. later on, chase took me to forever 21 and i maybe had to get a few things. way cute heels, a plaid button up, & a long white flowy tank. afterwards- we went to see a late movie. afterwards- went to walmart & bought some new mascara and a pilates workout video.

i gotta get in shape for jamaica. quick quick quick.
oh yeah and tonight i decided i want to learn to speak french fluently. let's see if that ever happens. HA. (...it could)

i miss all of my friends! can't wait for hillary's birthday.
okay. bedtime. 'night.

happy new year.

2008 literally flew by.

so much changed within that year to whats going on in my life now.

made, kept, and lost some friends.

cancun with the fam & bestie, hillary.

finished my junior year.

panama city with my girls.

a crazy crazy summer.

gatlinburg w/ chase.

went homeschooled for no reason.

turned 18.

finished my senior year.

christmas.

and now i'm living in nashville.

what a year! i'm ready for '09.

i know my new year resolutions! :)

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backing up, christmas was wonderful. i'm not going to sit and tell you everything i got but i will say that i got everything i wanted and wayyy more. it flew by this year though! i hope everyone had a great xmas and a happy new year! woop woop.

later.